Tuesday, May 1, 2007

its tuesday

So nothing real exciting today, just the usual dance, visit with the grandparents, FPU, and rush around. Still no sleep, but last night was not just Zoey, I had the middle one up too. Sassy was not feeling well at all and of course could not be awake the same time as Zoey. But I guess that's what I signed up for when I decided to be a mother!
Anyway, the thing that's been on my mind most of the day has been this whole diet thing. That's right I said the "d" word. I know I could lose the weight if I would quit eating all the sweets. I also know that's what upsets my stomach so bad that some nights I just lie curled in a ball because I hurt so bad. My question is how do I stop???!!! I can do fine until about 3 or 4 in the afternoon, then I just crave something sweet so bad it's all I can think about, then I will start to get a headache. If anyone has any great ideas about how to give this nasty habit up, I will gladly take them...and I know that it is my choice, but what about the actual physiological aspect of this desire (the headaches, the cravings)? How do I get past this? Please pray for me and with me about this. And just so you all know I am laying it all out there today...I do not like showing my weaknesses, but this sin is overtaking my life, and it seems like this is the only thing I think about. It consumes me some days, then at the end of the day, I just feel so guilty.
Well now let's just move on cuz things just got a little too serious for my taste! My husband would like for me to tell everyone that he is just such a wonderful husband! He is funny like that, but I do tell people that he is much like a fairytale!
Well I guess this is all for today, I know that you all will be just anticipating tomorrow's blog with all you've got.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

I went through sugar withdrawal a few years ago. You're right, headaches, incredible cravings--bad! I remember thinking that I wanted to eat a whole box of cookies and then doing it! Two weeks, cold turkey and it will pass, trust me...It's really bad in the meantime. I do have to say though that once I went through the withdrawal that sweets no longer have the hold on me that they once did. I still like them, don't get me wrong, but I can stop now... I will pray for you about this--it's really tough! Just remember, God is greater than any other thing that wants to overtake you!